1. I was going to write a detailed post about how over the last year I've really come under the awareness of how much of my life I live through other peoples eyes, or how much I care what people think. Then I thought what would people think? Would I sound selfish by declaring my freedom? I have a long way to go...
2. It's 2008. Why are people afraid of other peoples right to marry? Why are we still setting aside a class of Americans for discrimination? The constitution guarantees equal protection. Maybe some of these patriots need to read it.
3. Weirdly good stuff is happening to me right now. Like dream come true kinda stuff. But there's still an old piece of me that just knows the other shoe is going to drop at anytime and a flood of bad shit is coming. Because I don't deserve good stuff.
4. I still miss my cat.
5. I read something recently where a guy tried to practice "right speech" for 9 months. He made a decision not to talk about anyone else over that period of time. He said his communication decreased by 90% or close to it. Something intrigued me about that....then I realized that I would just fill that gap with more talk about me. Another silent retreat needs to be put on the calendar.
6. Someone passed away at my wife's work today. I'm really good sitting with others when they're in pain. But when my wife starts crying I freeze up. She's my rock. Need to figure out what that's all about.
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